intro

hi! i'm juno (but you can call me any variation of that), and this is my blog! I love music, marine biology, bats, horror movies, drawing, and reading! i'll mostly be writing about day to day whatever on here, and it won't be consistent, but that's ok. I use they/them, and i am a minor so keep that in mind. anyway, i hope yall have a great day!

9-24-24

i'm still trying to put this website together, but since it will mainly be a blog, i figured i'd go ahead and write at least one post lol

it's september 24th, 2024, about 1 pm. i'm still at school, and kind of dreading going home. my dad is out of town right now, so at least there's that. i did, however, absolutely flunk my AP world test. just, undoubtedly. i even made all 77 of the flashcards she had us write!! i do have PT after school though, for my stupid hip. I have to get surgery for it, on october 10th, which I am kind of dreading. i did get this spot on my neck thaat I've picked at for literal years taken off yesterday, which is a relief I guess. I really only did cause of pressure from my parents, and it hurts really bad, and it won't stop me from picking at a different spot, but at least it's gone i guess. got that soul crushing feeling today like ever since i got dressed and i honestly don't even know why. i wish i ejoyed high school as much as everyone says i should. i found all the things my mom hid from me when i went to the hospital this morning. i didn't even take all of it back, just because it would seem suspicious if i did. anyway, i just feel gross/wrong in a way i can't really pin down. i really want out of this town.

9-30-24

i'm still at school right now (again), but this time i'm writing this to you live from ms. zhang's advisement. she's my friend ellain's mom, so it's cool. anyway, i am SOOO tired. i had a monster today but it seriously just does not even do anything. i feel the weight of like 1,000 assignments on my shoulders, and theyre all from ap world i stg. even further, i have the johns creek tournament this weekend and amelia JUST told me that not only are we only running policy (both on aff and neg), but that i am the 2a. LIKE BABE WHAT. so it's gonna be late nights for me this week T-T. my stupid neck hole hurts still, and my shirt keeps rubbing on it. i need the damn thing to just heal already, cause it's really annoying. i also have hoco this weekend, which will be fun if my pantsuit thingy ever gets here. also they delayed my psych testing results AGAIN. tired of USAmerican healthcare FR. anyway, i hope whoever's reading this (probably just me like 3 weeks from now) has a good day.